it's scary isn't it?
to watch e person closest to u morph into another person.
slowly, gradually and silently.
u don't know when it happened, u don't know how it happened.
u only realise it when u stop and take a look at him.
and u suddenly realise, u don't know this person at all.
he has become a complete stranger to u.
it's scary. bcos this transformation took place when e person was just beside u.
where is e person i fell in love with?

just as quietly he stole my heart, he broke it.
just as slowly in crept into my life, he tore it apart.

when i'm confused and lost, i like to lose myself in idol drama series.
it's GOONG this time!
something to keep me busy for e time being.
immersing myself in idol dramas keep my hopes of love and life alive.
it's only in these dramas that beautiful, true and everlasting love lives.
snap back to reality, and everything just dies.
love can be in various forms, and it sometimes includes letting go of e person u love.

just rambling some nonsense.
feeling kinda disorientated.
getting too emotional for my own good.
maybe it's e flu bug taking over my brain. >_<