random post no.7

finally got the chance to catch music and lyrics.
hugh grant still looks so yummylicious!
will the bf grow old and still look good like him?
i liked the show. i mean, i LOVED the show.
i LOVED the songs!:)

when will i be free to watch mr bean? :(

ME AND XY TOOK A GOODIE BAG FROM SCHOOL TODAY!
this is a cause for celebration!
our first goodie bag from NTU!
considering how many times goodie bags are given out in NTU in a yr, we are laggards.
i mean, we're final yr students in our final semester, and we take our very first goodie bag?
grrreat!

time is passing wayyyyyyy too fast.
TOO FAST.
i just got reminded that we have 2.5more weeks in school.
gawd i'm getting depressed just thinking about graduation.

gms presentation - countdown mode.
very freaky.
someone help us please.
i am terrified of gms.
i refused to let the bf go home just now bcos i just wanted him to be around me.
he asked wat's wrong, but i couldn't give him an answer.
i was just... scared.
sigh so silly.

i think my brain has reached a point of saturation for today.
it cant process anymore information thrown at me.
hence, i shall sleep early.
i will sleep before 1030pm tonight.

p.s: oh did i mention that i love my phone now?
it has such cutesy, pinky accessories that serve no purpose but to increase the weight of my phone.
but i love it anyhow! wheee!

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random post no.6

TW trip is confirmed.
i'll be leaving for TW with the bf after his exams.
feeling quite excited although it is a long long time away.

i wish i had $2000 extra cash.
i really so super wanna go on a korea tour with xy and mj.
i know i'll enjoy myself a lot.
but.. i don't have $2000 extra cash.
so "POP!" there goes the bubble of thought.
maybe IF i win 4D/TOTO/Big Sweep.
IF i was bill gates.

i <3 TMNT!
i <3 movie dates with 9jm!
ying's colleague said that we are "HIP".
*scratch head*
i've never seen us as a group of "HIP" people.
the word should have been "NOISY".

i like big dinner gatherings with my friends!
i like them even more because the bf gets along well with my good friends!
:)

i want to lose weight!

looking at my HP makes me a very happy girl now.
nice wallpaper and cute accessories.
yay. :))

what a pointless post.
i shall sleep.

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the final weeks of school.

i've been busy balancing school work and work..
and i'm stressed out because i can't do either well.
projects never seem to end, and everything seems to get from bad to worse.

gms is terrible.
it's tough enough having to be the last presenting group.
it doesn't help that the topic we got is so difficult.
and worst of all, i feel that i can't work well with my group mates.
i struggle to keep afloat during discussions and i just can't understand what the group is trying to arrive at.
i don't see the end. not at all.
*i miss my fyp days*

the poor person that bears the brunt, is... the bf.
i realised i've been selfish. i almost forget that he is as tired as i am.
the bf has been incredibly patient with me. (seriously i don't know how he does it.)
and he has been my pillar of support!
thank u baby.

not forgetting the NTU bestie, xy, who has to listen to my grouses.
and be by my side when i throw my thursday tantrums..
school without her would be unbearable! *LES mode*

the final weeks of school.
i want to enjoy them.
i must must must work something out soon.
ganbatte ne, noeru chan!
ganbatte!

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joke of the day/week/month/year

student:to maximise profits, farmers plant cash crops on empty spaces in their fields. cash crops like........ KAMPONG CHICKEN.

prof: *bewildered* kampong chicken is a cash crop?

student: yes.

@_@
tell me that did not come from a final year university student.





i am who i am.

being dependent doesn't equate to one being childish, right?
or at least that's what i feel.

i don't understand what you want from me.
why do you always seem unhappy with me?

p.s: fark msn seriously.

p.p.s: i hate feeling pms-ey. damn.





流汗的感覺 - 真爽。

五月天的音樂 - 贊。

看五月天演唱會 - HIGH。





to grow into love, or to fall into love

i read raine's blog and saw this..

"growing in love requires you to continuously find that something in that person to keep it going. whereas… when you fall in love, you just… fall. and you can’t un-fall, even though you wish you could."

how true.
after experiencing falling in love and trying to grow into love,
i'd say that falling in love is much easier (if you meet the right person).

my 1st relationship was a definite "fall in love" situation.
nothing else but him mattered at all.
i couldn't help it, i just kept falling deeper and deeper.
and as much as i'd have liked it, i couldn't un-fall.

the 2nd relationship was more of a "grow into love".
i guess it was the same for him, i don't know.
but we somehow lost track of each other along the way.
maybe it's because we no longer saw that SOMETHING we needed to continuously find in each person.

i would think that my current relationship is a fusion of both.
fell in love with each other, and we're still growing more into love.
i guess it's a good balance.
because we love each other, we don't exactly have to find that special something.
and yet, we continously discover new things about each other to love.
L.O.V.E.





戀愛-ing



To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
*muacks*





random post no.5

i want to blog..
but suddenly, i'm at a loss for words.
i'm annoyed, irritated, confused and i feel like crap.
maybe i'm just pms-ing again. damn it.
i think i really need to start taking primrose oil pills.
gross.

i hate to feel that everything is starting to get out of control.
i hate being so busy and not being able to manage my own time.
i hate to be broke when there's so many nice things i wanna buy.
arghhhh.

my car stalled on me just now.
maybe that's why i'm feeling annoyed.
i hate it when things don't work e way they should.
TSK.
tell me why, tell me why, tell me why should an auto car stall when i'm reversing into a carpark lot?!
rahhhhh.

fyp's ending soon.
i'll miss e days when me, ling and janice work through e day to crap some nonsense out to hand in to our professor.
fyp meetings this week have been fun.
snacking, crapping, bitching, a whole lot of nonsense.
i like my fyp groupmates! :)

i am supposed to blog abt my birthday.
got lots of lovely picts and i kinda know wat i would write.
but i just can't get down to doing it.
why am i such a procrastinator?

wat is love about?
is it supposed to be transient?

stupid weather so hot.
bahhhh.

i felt e tremors on tuesday in office when e earthquake hit sumatra.
i thought i was just feeling giddy cos i was super sleepy.
it didn't occur to me that we probably had to run for our lifes.
i didn't realise e severity of the situation until i went down for lunch.
many people had already gathered outside the office building.
i'm taking safety for granted.
Singapore's so efficient right?
Our buildings can surely withstand e tremors right?
what if they didn't?
i bet i'd be one of e first pple dead if anything happened.
tsktsk.

i'm feeling frustrated.
but i love my boy!

and i love my jms!
they make my boring, mundane, brainless office work so much more bearable!
i love gmail! gmail spam! *yay*

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3yrs and counting...

yeps. 9jm is 3yrs old.
and we're still going strong.
it hasn't been easy, we've come a long way.

from students, to slackers, to working adults.
we've seen each other throughout these few phases of our life.


i thank god for this lovely bunch of girls, who are my guardian angels.

9jm, ganbatte ne! :)





sun.yan.zi :)

she's back.
i love 逆光.

when i listen to yanzi sing, i feel lots of emotions.
i feel happy. i feel sad. i feel proud.
i feel a sense of warmth. can't explain why.
i feel kinda lost - i miss my past. i miss my yzultd. i miss those days.
感觸好多~ arghhh.

but listening to her songs give me strength, somehow.

她﹐就是這麼特別。

她﹐就是孫燕姿。