goodbye, grandma

i remember those days when i stayed over at your house.
i remember those days when we walked hand-in-hand to buy breakfast.

i remember those days when you were lively and healthy.. you would cook a fantastic spread of dishes for dinner.
i remember those days when you were so happy to see us enjoying your yummy fried chicken wings.

i remember those days when you brought me to wedding dinners and proudly announced to your friends that i was your eldest granddaughter.

i remember those days when i slept in the same room as you.

i remember the day i saw you in ICU after your heart bypass - you were in pain, tubed up.
i cried, but you told me you were alright.

i remember the days we spent together on holidays.
australia, china, m'sia, thailand, macau...
i hope you enjoyed the holidays with us.

i remember that i learnt how to sing hokkien songs for you.
i remember you beaming at me, when i sang them for you.

i remember that you were delighted when i gave you money from my first pay cheque!
i wish i could continue giving you a portion of my pay..

i remember all the visits to the doctor's.
you would complain about the long wait, and i would talk to you to distract you.

i remember i would call you at random, just to ask you if you had eaten your dinner.
in fact, i still remember your old house number - 2877552.

i remember you reaching out to hold my hands when i was a little girl..
and i remember giving you my hand for support as you aged.

i remember that you loved me.
i'll never forget that.
thank you for looking after me when i was a baby.
it has been hard on you.
you have toiled long enough..
rest well.

ahma, 請記得我﹐別把我忘了。。
因為我下輩子﹐還是想當你的孫女。
謝謝你給我這麼多美麗的回憶。
ahma﹐ 我愛你。

Labels: a-day-in-our-life, penny-for-my-thoughts

i've got very cute friends.

never realised that my friends were such entertainers!
it was such a strange conversation with xy!
she must be too stressed out at work!



haa.
my les partner, jiayou ba!
i'm here for u! :)





hahahaha



oops.
my les partner is jealous.
=X
xtine i love u too also laaa.
don't compare okie! =D





teehee :)



oh yeah i am loved. <3
:)

Labels: a-day-in-our-life

random post no.15

why is the weather so maddeningly hot?
RAHHHH.

oh man i dread going to work tomorrow.
pray i get a new job soon.

Labels: Random Posts

random post no.14

我懷念的是。。。





我想念5個人的energy.
很想念﹐很想念。
翻出了他們的cd, 剪報﹐雜誌。。
想起我們一起擁有的回憶。

5人的energy, 用再多的錢/淚/汗﹐ 都喚不回來了。
5人的energy, 我不會忘記。
一輩子的回憶。。。


work's driving me mad.
not the workload, but the management.
i'm beginning to dislike/disrespect my manager.
and that makes everything difficult.
more about this another day.

for now, i leave everything behind and run away with the dearie at work.

thanks for letting me have my way all the time. HAHA
thanks for your care when we were away! :)

ARGHHHH i'm growing FAT! :(((
this is really bad.
noelle, STOP SNACKING!

Labels: Idol Fever, penny-for-my-thoughts, photo-whoring, Random Posts

random post no.13

wow it's been a long time since i last blogged.
working life has started to take a toll on me.
every time i sit down in front of my com to blog, i feel nauseous.
can't stand having to face the computer for such long hours!

i'm missing my friends more than ever, but i just can't find the time to meet up with them. :(((

continuing from my last post..
yes, i did graduate from uni gracefully.
no screw ups, no tripping-over-own-feet etc.
and yes, i miss school so so much.

i found some time (FINALLY!!) to take my graduation photos with my 9jms!
thanks jms, for taking the time and effort to join me in photo-taking!
thanks for not running away even if it rained!
thanks ying and wenya for being my image consultants of the day!
thanks wenya, for being my shoelender of the day!
thanks joey, for providing the mini fan!
thanks peach, for providing powder spray!
9jms! i feel your love for meeee!


**extra credits go out to yuehlin, who was our photographer for the day!**


work hasn't been tough, but it hasn't been smooth-sailing either.
it seriously isn't the best job in the world, but i have great colleagues who make everything seem better.
presenting to you my bestest colleague in SE!


he is the one who bullies me, entertains me, annoys me, counsels me, encourages me..
he's the angel and devil wrapped into a single package.
but alas, he served his last day on tuesday.
goodbye willy, good luck!
as i said in my letter to you, THANK YOU!!
i will keep all your advice to me in mind..
remember what i said: "you deserve much better than this!"

moving on is so difficult..
are you the reason for me to move on?
can you be my reason to leave everything behind?
can i do it? is it possible?

SIGH.
"life is full of barriers" - willy.

Labels: i-heart-9jms, photo-whoring, Random Posts