energy was in town over the weekend. we busied ourselves with trying to be nice to each other, trying to fit into UM's crappy demands etc.
i guess this trip was crucial for them. i hoped the best for them. i guess we all hoped the best for this trip. but we've grown up, moved on with other important things in life. we have other priorities to look after. we're no longer the carefree students we were when we started chasing them. we tried to help whenever we could, and all of us deserve a big pat on the back. love u girls larhs.
one autograph session and one hug-the-fans session. what a crappy promotional schedule. so much for UM's professionalism.
auto session... i was pleasantly surprised by kunda, ahdi and xiaogang. kunda and ahdi, for remembering me. xiaogang, for remembering LRX cos we gave him a card.
hug-the-fans session... i was very very very touched by kunda. he made me feel very appreciated as a fan. 好像跟一個老朋友相聚。。 5 年了。。真的沒有白疼你們。 as i came down the stage, lots of memories flooded back, bringing tears to my eyes. yes, i am proud to be an energy fan.
notice how shuwei was conveniently left out of my recaps? cos i am still not impressed with his goldfish memory. (he has NEVER managed to impress me.) somehow SW has always been the skip-and-go member to me. i would forget to shake his hands at handshake sessions, totally skip him at auto sessions etc.
speical thanks go out to the darling bf who was understanding throughout the trip. despite not sharing my views on idolism, he was supportive. thank you baby. although there was some tension, i'm glad we ironed it out quickly. *muacks*
p.s: i realised my post is very incoherent. gawd! what happened to my writing? must be the lack of sleep..
work's driving me mad. not the workload, but the management. i'm beginning to dislike/disrespect my manager. and that makes everything difficult. more about this another day.
for now, i leave everything behind and run away with the dearie at work. thanks for letting me have my way all the time. HAHA thanks for your care when we were away! :)
ARGHHHH i'm growing FAT! :((( this is really bad. noelle, STOP SNACKING!
it was enjoyable as a whole, except for the red carpet event. the 2 hosts had no chemistry at all, and kept interrupting their interviewees. very annoying to watch.
i loved the performances, especially the opening performance by Jolin. although i was never a big fan of hers, i see her effort and her improvements throughout the years. for that, i salute her. RESPECT. she won Best Female last night! i can't deny that she's not the one with the best vocals, but for all the hard work she has put it, she really deserves the Best Female title.
Tegomasu was good! i was impressed by them! johnny's trained them well.. LOL but they didn't electrify me.
the people who ELECTRIFIED me were.........
SUPER JUNIORRRRRR!!! <3<3
WATCH IT WATCH IT! as xinyan says, "THEY DID SO WELL!!" yes i agree. being only a one-quarter (not even half leh.) hearted SUJU fan, i LOVED LOVED LOVED their performance! HANKYUNGGGG!!! EETEUK!!!! i was squealing and screaming NON-STOP when they appeared. btw, my mum asked me a funny question.. "so many of them! how do they earn money?!" cue laughter. (it's SM entertainment that earns MOST of the money. sniggers.)
went for yanzi's autograph session yesterday. just 5 of us from the pioneer batch of yzultd was there. me, nich, ccc, doug and craz. what happened to the days when i went with a whole gang of them? what happened to the days when we were still committee members, fussing over admin matters but having fun in the process? those days seem distant. but i remember them so so clearly.
i remember the first time i met them all. at yanzi's concert. i remember us meeting every single day during the sch holidays. i remember us wanting to go out together although we didn't have a single cent on us. i remember us teasing daniel about having to poop after every meal. i remember us walking about aimlessly from bugis to suntec to marina square to esplanade. i remember us singing yanzi's songs from TM to ferli's hse. i remember us crying at j8 after we decided to step down as committee. i remember us ton-ing at sun plaza for her autograph session. i remember our committee meetings which were quite pointless since we ended up talking nonsense. i remember all the birthday celebrations. (1st one we celebrated was nich's) i remember ws's jokes about his too-quiet-neighbourhood. i remember p4 laughing at ws for eating so slowly. i remember p4's "燕姿﹐唱回到過去﹗" i remember js's "燕姿﹐我愛你﹗" i remember js having to chiong thru the mrt faregates bcos he had no money to take the train. i remember falling in love for the 1st time in my life, with ws. 我記得。 我都記得。 as hard as i tried to hold on to all of these, it became clear that i was losing them. it all started falling apart.
and all i have now are memories. memories that i replay over and over again, in the hope that i never forget them.
