my little getaway

so i've returned from my very last minute trip to genting.
last week.
only got e photos yesterday though.
thanks yuehlin, for lending us your power-packed cam.

the trip was a treat from the darling.
all expenses paid by him. :)


we went to the casino...

ate yummy baskin robbins ice cream...


went on the ferris wheel!! *yay*
ferris wheel delight!


happyyy la.
thank u baby!


:) was a great trip!
(except for the journey back home. we were both suppressing the urge to puke.)

Labels: a-day-in-our-life, photo-whoring

money woes

i am so fucking sick of being broke!
i think the bf will be happy to get rid of me soon since i'm a liability to him.
'tis bad.

*wanders off in search of a job*

Labels: a-day-in-our-life, penny-for-my-thoughts

i despise men like u.

to: the man who left his child and wife behind.

do you ever once look back, and feel sorry for what you have done?
do you ever regret leaving your wife and your then 3 year old son to fend for themselves?
do you ever reflect on your deeds, and realised it was wrong?

while you sit in your 3 storey terrace/semi-detached home, do you think about your ex-wife and your son who are suffering the loneliness in the 3 room flat (which you didn't help to buy anyway)?
while you enjoy the simple comforts of a home, do you think about your ex-wife and your son who scrimp and save on daily neccesities to get by?
while you turn on your air-con and go to bed on your luxurious waterbed at night, do you think about your ex-wife and son who has to shower in cold water everyday?

did you even think about how hard life would be for them when you left?
did you even think about the pain you inflicted on them?
did you even care?

to: the woman whom the man left his family for.

do you feel sorry for walking into and breaking up a family that could have been so blissfully happy?
do you feel embarassed when you go for family gatherings because you know you shouldn't be there?
if you don't.. you simply don't have a heart or a conscience.

to: the man's step daughter.

it is to you whom i feel most pity for.
because of something your mother did, you end up with a debt that you can NEVER EVER return.
a kindness you will never get to repay.
do you feel sorry for your step-brother (the son who was left to fend for himself)?
do you realise that everything you enjoy now is what he should be enjoying?
do you know that you experience family warmth that he never did?
and if you do feel sorry, how will you ever give him back what he has lost?
not a chance.


i hate men who walk out on their families.
I HATE THEM.
if you decide to marry someone, isn't she the person you swore to love, to cherish, to take care of for life?
and when you decide to leave, and have another family, you throw them behind, not giving a shit about whether they can cope with life.
your measly $900 ailmony payment a month, doesn't pay for much, so thank you and fuck you.

GRRRRRR. >_<

Labels: penny-for-my-thoughts

a brand new start



yup, they're back!
with a brand new group member!

energy was in town over the weekend.
we busied ourselves with trying to be nice to each other, trying to fit into UM's crappy demands etc.

i guess this trip was crucial for them.
i hoped the best for them.
i guess we all hoped the best for this trip.
but we've grown up, moved on with other important things in life.
we have other priorities to look after.
we're no longer the carefree students we were when we started chasing them.
we tried to help whenever we could, and all of us deserve a big pat on the back.
love u girls larhs.

one autograph session and one hug-the-fans session.
what a crappy promotional schedule.
so much for UM's professionalism.

auto session...
i was pleasantly surprised by kunda, ahdi and xiaogang.
kunda and ahdi, for remembering me.
xiaogang, for remembering LRX cos we gave him a card.

hug-the-fans session...
i was very very very touched by kunda.
he made me feel very appreciated as a fan.
好像跟一個老朋友相聚。。
5 年了。。真的沒有白疼你們。
as i came down the stage, lots of memories flooded back, bringing tears to my eyes.
yes, i am proud to be an energy fan.

notice how shuwei was conveniently left out of my recaps?
cos i am still not impressed with his goldfish memory.
(he has NEVER managed to impress me.)
somehow SW has always been the skip-and-go member to me.
i would forget to shake his hands at handshake sessions, totally skip him at auto sessions etc.

speical thanks go out to the darling bf who was understanding throughout the trip.
despite not sharing my views on idolism, he was supportive.
thank you baby.
although there was some tension, i'm glad we ironed it out quickly.
*muacks*

p.s: i realised my post is very incoherent. gawd! what happened to my writing? must be the lack of sleep..

Labels: a-day-in-our-life, Idol Fever