fight, noelle, fight!

yeah i know my parents are not rich, and neither do they have enough savings for me to plan my future.
yeah i know i'm quite demanding over the location of a flat etc.
of course i know.

but it's my life.
and i won't allow my life to be manipulated by anyone else, especially by money.

when i can...
i will give him the best i can ever afford.
i will fight to fulfil our dreams.
i will live my life, the one i built myself.

i know i can succeed. i just need that chance.
i'm working hard, i'm finding my foothold.
so just watch, i'll fight till the end.
i'm not giving up till i can give him the best.

and don't....
don't suggest controlling my life anymore.
it hurts.





well, hello

glad to see that my blog still has some random visitors once in a while..
erm hello one and all! (i think it's more of ONE.. heh.)
haven't had much time to blog.
hectic life i lead, you see...

everyday after work, i come home and sit in front of the tv.
i eat dinner, read newspapers, remove my makeup, all in front of the tv.
i sit through the 7pm, 8pm and my favourit-est 9pm show.
at 10pm, i switch off my tv and head to the shower.
after my shower, i start my daily facial regime (in hope of rescuing my dying complexion).
and to complete my eventful day, i flop onto my bed and dial my baby's (MUACKS*)number.
zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

how very hectic.
great.

whatever time i spend idling or stoning, i basically devote most of it to thinking of my career progession and prospects (or in this case, the LACK of my career progression and prospects).

sidetrack: my bf just came into my room and expressed amazement at my blogging. HAHA

i swear i haven't been writing enough. screwed up my english.
i was talking to leonard online the other day, and some sentence came out like that:
"so he's very CONSERVATION, while i'm more outgoing"
damn. i'm never gonna hear the end of this.

hmm i forgot what i wanted to blog about.
bad memory.
so let's end of this post with a forward looking note.
i hope i'll find some time soon to blog, and erm, have more interesting things to blog about.

byebye.