random post no.9

congrats nic!
yay! we got another driver among us!
next one on the list - LOOJEAN!
(but all our drivers and cars are based in the east! pr still got no one to send her home!)

9jms need another driver and another car!
9pple squeezing into one car is no fun at all!
we tried squeezing 7 of us into e car during e chalet...
and e outcome was....


peach was represented by her VonDutch cap. can't see her.
9jms are such cam whores - we can take photos in very adverse conditions!

talking about cars, i wish i could afford to buy a car.
something budget like toyota yaris, nissan march, mazda2..
or something bigger. RAV4, Rush.
where would e money come from?
i guess i'll make do with my nissan sunny.
shall earn some money to change the windows.
too much UV-rays are bad for the skin.

ahh i mentioned 9jm chalet.
was supposed to blog about this but i didn't have the photos then..


nic and ginny conducting a post mortem on a piece of agar agar.


i think we're very smart to think of this way to stand our mosquito coil!
each mosquito coil pack only has ONE stand. stupid ehh?
it allows you to burn one coil at a time. -__-

we went to escape theme park!
they went on the pepsi revolution...


here we go...


oops. HAHAHAHA.


poor cap. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 9jms laugh like mad.


my jms are so cute. :)
muack muacks*

Labels: i-heart-9jms, photo-whoring, Random Posts

post-drama thoughts.

看了《惡魔在身邊》﹐有些感觸。

偶像劇裡的愛情﹐怎麼可以這麼完美﹖
現實中﹐愛情根本就有很多缺陷﹐不是嗎﹖
人們的愛情總是揹負著家人﹐朋友﹐社會的期待。


《惡魔》表達的是:喜歡一個人﹐就得堅持到底。
只要堅持﹐就會得到幸福。

我曾經因為懦弱而放棄一段戀愛。
當時我不夠勇敢﹐不敢背對家人﹐朋友的期待。
最後﹐我失去他了。

很可笑。。
沒有堅持而放棄的感情﹐失去後才後悔。
大家都說﹕“既然放棄了﹐那就算了吧。”
但他們不會知道﹐我對自己的責備是我永遠的包袱。

Labels: Idol Fever, penny-for-my-thoughts

bidding farewell to my student life.

my.exams.are.over.
am i supposed to be happy or sad?
i felt an overwhelming sense of i-dunno-what as i said goodbye to my friends.
friends i've made over the past 3 years.
we may not have been close friends, we said our hi-s and byes.
but at least i know, i was a friend to them.

had a mini farewell lunch for doris.
meiyan ling celeste marisa josiah alvin furqan ling cheryl.
and we ended the day with a movie session.
disney's new picture - meet the robinsons!
i liked the futuristic parts, where disney gave us lots of space for imagination.
every cartoon has to have a theme/morale of the story right?
meet the robinsons's was: "keep moving forward".
i guess it pretty much coincides with our life now.

is this the end?
or is it just the beginning?

Labels: a-day-in-our-life, penny-for-my-thoughts

literature - the new composition

icy cold nights.
i fear.
i worry.
i weep.
i freeze.
i miss the warmth of the night of fire.

Labels: literature

literature

vincent showed this poem to me.

read it.
it's nice.
thought provoking.

Labels: literature

my latest obsessions


mike he. 賀軍翔。
drool.
i'm watching a 2004 idol drama (yes i know i'm a freaking laggard.)
devil beside you. 惡魔在身邊。
super sweet. :)
i like bad boys.


a gift from the bf.
something i wanted from a long time ago!
quite an addictive game.

these two things keep my sanity intact as i continue to fret over the gms exam.

Labels: a-day-in-our-life, Idol Fever

something from the past..

i found this paragraph on a piece of rough paper clipped between my notes.
i must have written it last sem when i was bored of studying for strategic management.

he never left. he never left.
he reminds me when i forget.
he follows me everywhere i go.
he haunts me when i sleep.
he punishes me for what i did wrong.
he never left...

Labels: literature, penny-for-my-thoughts

random post no.8

here to blog cos i'm bored of studying.
gms is such a strange module..
despite having gone through 1wk of studying it(or figuring out how to study), i'm still at a loss.
wat prof ian wants to test is our thinking skills.
so how do i study for a thinking paper?

my mum has really strange mood fluctuations.
i bet i inherited my mood swings from her.
haa.

lately i've been dreaming lots of weird dreams.
dreams make me tired.
i don't like to dream.

1 more wk before i really finish school.
oh no.

Labels: Random Posts

see seeee!







ginny says...



i must study hard!
yup i want to!
but the question now is...
HOW?

gms is some crazy shit.
nalanda?!?!?!
have u ever heard of nalanda?!

ok enough nonsense.
back to searching for nalanda before i lunch with gin and hl.





my current fave



a present from the bf.
my forever angry cutie.
alex says it's darkly cute.
i dunno.
i just think it's uber cute.
love it to bits. :)

alex wants to be my forever angry cutie.
he says it beats his current nickname CARROT.
teehee.
CARROT. *sniggers*





lunch with hl and ginny

i did a 'stunt' today.
under safe circumstances though..
but still, my parents better not know about this.
wahaha~

i went to ubi for lunch with gin and hl just now.
hl was afraid that i didn't know how to get there despite her instructions.
so she decided to stand by the road to gesture to me where to turn right, before she crossed the road to meet me.
but i decided to pick her up first before turning right......
here's the graphical representation.
the pink box is my car!
purple arrow shows the first movement i made after picking hl.
blue arrow shows the second.
(i know it's a lousy drawing la. i can't draw!)


see HL standing by the road, telling me to turn right.
decide to pick her up.
realised that i've already gone past the right turn.
hl gives me 2 options: U-turn ahead, or reverse the car to reach the right turn.
she eliminates option 1 by herself.
tells me to reverse the car.....


i reversed the car.
yes i did remember to check to see if there were cars.


made a failed attempt to move from the left lane to the turning lane.
reason: the 2 bright pink spots are motorcycles.
they were blocking my way la.
happily, my car was blocking both lanes. (my drawing not very accurate la!)
i muttered a silent prayer hoping that there'd be no traffic till i got my butt out of the way.

heng ah. no traffic.
proceed as per normal.





回到過去2

went for yanzi's autograph session yesterday.
just 5 of us from the pioneer batch of yzultd was there.
me, nich, ccc, doug and craz.
what happened to the days when i went with a whole gang of them?
what happened to the days when we were still committee members, fussing over admin matters but having fun in the process?
those days seem distant. but i remember them so so clearly.

i remember the first time i met them all. at yanzi's concert.
i remember us meeting every single day during the sch holidays.
i remember us wanting to go out together although we didn't have a single cent on us.
i remember us teasing daniel about having to poop after every meal.
i remember us walking about aimlessly from bugis to suntec to marina square to esplanade.
i remember us singing yanzi's songs from TM to ferli's hse.
i remember us crying at j8 after we decided to step down as committee.
i remember us ton-ing at sun plaza for her autograph session.
i remember our committee meetings which were quite pointless since we ended up talking nonsense.
i remember all the birthday celebrations. (1st one we celebrated was nich's)
i remember ws's jokes about his too-quiet-neighbourhood.
i remember p4 laughing at ws for eating so slowly.
i remember p4's "燕姿﹐唱回到過去﹗"
i remember js's "燕姿﹐我愛你﹗"
i remember js having to chiong thru the mrt faregates bcos he had no money to take the train.
i remember falling in love for the 1st time in my life, with ws.
我記得。 我都記得。
as hard as i tried to hold on to all of these, it became clear that i was losing them.
it all started falling apart.

and all i have now are memories.
memories that i replay over and over again, in the hope that i never forget them.

想回到過去﹐試著讓故事繼續。。。

Labels: a-day-in-our-life, Idol Fever, penny-for-my-thoughts

回到過去1

everything is passing by so quickly.
it's scary.
想回到過去。

finished my fish farms project on thurs. (haven't blogged after the project cos i wanted a break from the computer. rahh.)


we were fish farmers!

i'm glad it's over, yet i wish it wasn't over.
that marked the end of my university life in projects.
no more. :(
looking back on my uni life, i realised..
i haven't been the most hardworking student.
i haven't been the most enthusiastic student.
i haven't been making full use of the sch's facilities (c'mon, i only got to know last week that my sch's email inbox can be split into subcategories!)

but i have..
become more confident.
become better at presentations.
learnt a lot from the brillant people (eg. ahben, regina, jason, janet..)
seen many strange people. (best eg, angus. ask me about him if you wanna know!)
made good friends.
become a marketer.

my student life is coming to an end.
will i miss school? you bet i will.

when i take the mrt in the afternoons, i look around and tell myself, "i won't get to see these empty mrt carriages soon.. i'm gonna be packed like sardine in the mrt everyday during the rush hours. sigh."
and i close my eyes and take in the sounds around.
just to enjoy the moment.

when i go shopping in the afternoon, i look at everything appreciating-ly.
i won't get the chance to wander around aimlessly after i start work.
and i close my eyes and remember.
just to enjoy the moment.

i will miss school.
i will miss the plain simplicity of just hanging around with friends in school.
i will miss the privilege of time that students have.
i shall reflect upon my student life in another entry soon. (i hope i don't procrastinate too much.)

Labels: penny-for-my-thoughts

i try to be useful...

but it seems like i'm not.

no matter how hard i try,
i don't seem to add value to my project.
it's like they don't need me at all.

i just need a good cry.
why is it so hard to work with them?
:(