i'm alone now.
e thought of being alone scares me. very much.
but it shouldnt be e reason why i remain attached.
although i'm apprehensive, i'm kinda looking forward to singlehood.

maybe i'm not matured enough to be in a relationship.
maybe i'm just not good enough.
there are hurdles which i need to cross.
and i need to overcome them myself.
if i don't cross these hurdles, a relationship will become a burden to me and weigh me down.
it wouldn't be fair to e both of us if we carried on.

people around me may not understand.
but i'm glad jvs does.
thank u jvs, for loving and needing me, but yet understanding my need to rediscover myself.
thank u jvs, for wanting to remain as friends.
i know i haven't been e best gf i could be. for this, i offer my apologies.
thank u for e memories.

i am in serious need of strength now.
where are my saviours?