it's nice to see pple around me get attached.
they are additions to e group of pple who believe in love.
i once belonged to that group.
but not anymore..
and i don't think i'll believe in love anytime soon.

relationships have hit me hard, and right now i just want to be myself.
alone.

i hate to be pressurized into doing things.
so i'm kinda regretting buying my airticket to HK!
cos now i feel pressured to earn more money so i can spend there.
i wish i could use e money for other things like my 21st birthday.
sigh. i might not be able to have a 21st party this year. financing problems.
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.
i shall have to psycho myself.
HK will be fun. HK will be fun. HK will be fun.
sigh. i'm sure it will be fun.

xy, hwaiting oh!
some chances only present themselves once!