our past.

a bit of melacholia here. sigh.

it's been some time since i talked to pple about him.
it's been some time since i told someone i missed him.
it's been some time since i brought him up in my conversations.
so i thought i've forgotten him.

i act nonchalant, as if i had forgotten him and that nothing had happened between us.
but today i realised dat, e truth couldn't have been further from that.
i miss everything abt him, just that i choose not to show it anymore.

loving someone can take many forms.
and one form of love, is letting go.
but i'll never forget him..
it's not easy, but it's e only way out now.
my only regret is not being able to be share his joys and sorrows even as a friend.

after one yr of struggling with pain, regret, love, tears and fears...
it's finally time to go.

goodbye, e love of my life. <3

take care.

noey left a rainbow at
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