i'm tired.

i've been trying to be...

a good girlfriend
a good student
a good friend
a good worker
a good daughter
a good project mate
a good fan

looks like e juggling of these different roles has taken a toll on me.
i am frustrated at myself, for not being able to remember little things.
i am angry at myself, for not being able to be observant enough.
i am annoyed at myself, for feeling lethargic all e time.

i am just too tired.
why do i have so many things to do, yet so little time?
arghh.

i wanna revert back to my normal student life.
i wanna pamper myself with a whole day's sleep.
i wanna spend a whole day alone with him.
i wanna run around in e sun.
i wanna play beach volleyball.
i wanna be young again. i want my energetic self back again.

but somehow, i just can't.
bahhh.

gotta apologise to my baby, for e lack of attention i've been giving him.
he's been taking it in his stride, though.
thank God i have such an understanding bf.