random post no.5

i want to blog..
but suddenly, i'm at a loss for words.
i'm annoyed, irritated, confused and i feel like crap.
maybe i'm just pms-ing again. damn it.
i think i really need to start taking primrose oil pills.
gross.

i hate to feel that everything is starting to get out of control.
i hate being so busy and not being able to manage my own time.
i hate to be broke when there's so many nice things i wanna buy.
arghhhh.

my car stalled on me just now.
maybe that's why i'm feeling annoyed.
i hate it when things don't work e way they should.
TSK.
tell me why, tell me why, tell me why should an auto car stall when i'm reversing into a carpark lot?!
rahhhhh.

fyp's ending soon.
i'll miss e days when me, ling and janice work through e day to crap some nonsense out to hand in to our professor.
fyp meetings this week have been fun.
snacking, crapping, bitching, a whole lot of nonsense.
i like my fyp groupmates! :)

i am supposed to blog abt my birthday.
got lots of lovely picts and i kinda know wat i would write.
but i just can't get down to doing it.
why am i such a procrastinator?

wat is love about?
is it supposed to be transient?

stupid weather so hot.
bahhhh.

i felt e tremors on tuesday in office when e earthquake hit sumatra.
i thought i was just feeling giddy cos i was super sleepy.
it didn't occur to me that we probably had to run for our lifes.
i didn't realise e severity of the situation until i went down for lunch.
many people had already gathered outside the office building.
i'm taking safety for granted.
Singapore's so efficient right?
Our buildings can surely withstand e tremors right?
what if they didn't?
i bet i'd be one of e first pple dead if anything happened.
tsktsk.

i'm feeling frustrated.
but i love my boy!

and i love my jms!
they make my boring, mundane, brainless office work so much more bearable!
i love gmail! gmail spam! *yay*

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