it's gonna be tough.

but..
i've made up my mind.
things that have to be done, have to be done.

if you wanna make it easier for me, just be my friend.
just be here for me.
that's it.

i don't hope for any encouraging words since this matter has been around for so long.
i don't need your understanding.
bcos you're not me.
you don't know wat it feels like.
you're not the one who feels tormented.
i wish i didn't have to go through this.
but i think this is the best way out now.

if you wish to help, just be here to hold me when i fall to my knees.

i thank you in advance.

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