how can anything be this cute?!?!?! i saw it at toys-r-us @ vivo about 2 months ago, but i only got to see the demo at suntec last week. i loved it! it kinda makes me giggle uncontrollably! good to get rid of my troubles once in a while.
but this happiness doesn't come cheap! this elmo costs a freaking $99.90!! what's wrong with the world?! do parents really buy such expensive toys for their kids? i mean, kids will probably be interested in it for like, 1 month? (or maybe even only 2 weeks, given the short lifespan of EVERYTHING now..)
anyways, HULLO MY CARROT FRIEND ALEX!!! i guess you should buy me one to bring me laughter while you're away in sydney! it can keep me sane on your behalf!
went to pay respects to ishi at the temple today. his friends and his family were with him at the temple. i hear it's been like that since he left. he's really loved. too bad everyone couldn't feel for him, couldn't relief him of his pain. it was a pity he chose to end his life, since he had a bright future in front of him. but i still don't think it's a "sin".
putting myself in his shoes... if i'm in so much pain till i don't think life's worth living, why live on? why force myself to put on a mask and live a life that i don't want to live? i don't believe in living for others anymore. no more. simply because, when i'm in pain, no one, absolutely no one feels what i feel. so i live for myself. to make myself happy. so i pledge to spend all my salary (when i find a job) just to make myself happy. tickle-me-elmo, gucci bags, lots and lots of make up, here i come! (JUST KIDDING LA.)
OMG just heard shocking news. gotta go. bloody malaysian robbers.
