demand and supply

bcos the darling bf has now become an econs teacher, i am reminded of various econs concepts i learnt in jc.
i learnt about demand and supply.
demand is defined (briefly) as the want and ability to purchase a good or service.
*note: AND

applying it to my context today...
noelle's demand does NOT equate to aggregate demand.
cos i simply don't have the ability to purchase the things i want!
SIGH.

i want this.


OR this.


and this.
*can't find a picture of the long cardigan i want from Mango or ZARA.*
SIGH.

and some decent looking black shorts.
SIGH.

and a decent face product for exfoliation.
SIGH.

and black stockings.
SIGH.

and a new bag.
SIGH.

and the list goes on.
can't even be bothered to search the exact thing i want, cos i know i can't afford it anyway.

why am i so poor?
BIG SIGH.





阿嬤, 好想你

今晚特別黑﹐特別靜﹐特別寂寞。
真適合想念阿嬤。

如果那天早上﹐我們打電話給ahma﹐我們就會得知她病了。
如果我們知道她病了﹐我們就會送她去醫院做治療。。。
如果阿嬤住在我家﹐身體健康就不會越來越差。。
如果阿嬤不這麼固執﹐獨立。。
如果。。如果。。。

再多的‘如果’﹐再多的‘早知道’﹐也喚不回我親愛的阿嬤。
再多的難過與不捨得﹐也挽回不了我們的過去。

我家樓下的小公園翻新好了。。
好想牽著阿嬤的手﹐走著。。

好想帶阿嬤去看我做工的地方。。
我的第一分工作。。她一定會很開心。。

好想一直叫著“阿嬤﹗我來了﹗”﹐ 然後看著她開心的笑臉。

好想陪她做好多好多事情。。。

還沒來的及好好孝順她﹐她就這麼突然離我而去。
很不甘心。。
那些對不起我阿嬤的人﹐我永遠不會忘記。
若不是因為你們的自私﹐阿嬤就不會走。。

你們怎麼對阿嬤﹐自己最清楚。
人在做﹐天在看。
我們等著吧。。

Labels: penny-for-my-thoughts

ARGH

someone stab me, quick.
i need to get rid of the throbbing pain in my heart.
：（

Labels: penny-for-my-thoughts

a post to the dearie

In Love With You - Jacky Cheung & Regina

Just a gentle whisper
Tell me that you called
Even only in memories
Where did we go wrong
Couldn’t find the words then
So, let me say it now
I’m still in love with you

Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I’ll be there
I’ll be there waiting

I would always love you
I would always stay true
There’s no one who loves you like I do
Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad
I will stand true
I’m in love with you

Now were here together
Yesterday has past
Life is just beginning
Close to you at last
And I promise to you
I would always be there
I give my all to you

Living life without you
Is more than I can bear
Hold me close forever
(I’ll be there)
I’ll be there for you

I would always love you
I would always stay true
There’s no one who loves you like I do
This I promise
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad
I will stand true
Hold me closer

Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found
Love has found, our way
I’m in love (I’m so in love)
I’m in love (yes, I’m in love)
I’m so in love
With you



:) yups, you.
my silly whale. <3

Labels: photo-whoring, waxing-lyrical