i despise men like u.

to: the man who left his child and wife behind.

do you ever once look back, and feel sorry for what you have done?
do you ever regret leaving your wife and your then 3 year old son to fend for themselves?
do you ever reflect on your deeds, and realised it was wrong?

while you sit in your 3 storey terrace/semi-detached home, do you think about your ex-wife and your son who are suffering the loneliness in the 3 room flat (which you didn't help to buy anyway)?
while you enjoy the simple comforts of a home, do you think about your ex-wife and your son who scrimp and save on daily neccesities to get by?
while you turn on your air-con and go to bed on your luxurious waterbed at night, do you think about your ex-wife and son who has to shower in cold water everyday?

did you even think about how hard life would be for them when you left?
did you even think about the pain you inflicted on them?
did you even care?

to: the woman whom the man left his family for.

do you feel sorry for walking into and breaking up a family that could have been so blissfully happy?
do you feel embarassed when you go for family gatherings because you know you shouldn't be there?
if you don't.. you simply don't have a heart or a conscience.

to: the man's step daughter.

it is to you whom i feel most pity for.
because of something your mother did, you end up with a debt that you can NEVER EVER return.
a kindness you will never get to repay.
do you feel sorry for your step-brother (the son who was left to fend for himself)?
do you realise that everything you enjoy now is what he should be enjoying?
do you know that you experience family warmth that he never did?
and if you do feel sorry, how will you ever give him back what he has lost?
not a chance.


i hate men who walk out on their families.
I HATE THEM.
if you decide to marry someone, isn't she the person you swore to love, to cherish, to take care of for life?
and when you decide to leave, and have another family, you throw them behind, not giving a shit about whether they can cope with life.
your measly $900 ailmony payment a month, doesn't pay for much, so thank you and fuck you.

GRRRRRR. >_<

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