random post no.16

i think this is going to be the random-est post everrrr!

i am so in love with the F4 song 在这里等你.
it is so damn nice can! freaking addictive.
just like 仔仔's 我不是F4 and 棒棒堂's YES!.
i am so shamelessly teeny-boppy.
this is what unemployment does to you.
while the bf is slacking working very hard at work to feed me, i sit in front of the computer and drool over other guys.
just kidding, baby. my favourite pastime is looking at my hair and picking out the split ends. how boring.

christmas came and went.
and so did new year's day.
am i old or what?!
while more than half of Singapore's crazy population was out partying with the crowds, i was at home, sitting in front of the tv, feeling very satisfied with the program on TVBS-asia channel.
what happened to the i-wanna-party feelings?

no specific new year resolutions for this year.
resolutions somehow are not achieved.
HAHAHAHA
this year, i just wanna learn. to live, to love, to mature, to treasure.

2007 was quite a happening year.
fair share of happiness and unhappiness.

i completed gms's fish farms project and exam.

i graduated.


i lost love.

i found full-time employment.
i quit that job and became unemployed.

said goodbye to my darling grandma.

i struggled with job search and doubted my self-worth.
but he never allowed me to put myself down. thank u, my baby.

birthday surprises 07!
a present that came to me thru snail mail! i luff 9jm!

and something i'd always wanted. from my boy! muacks*


most importantly, in 2007, i found freedom.
after so many half-hearted attempts and declaration of "i have let go", i know i have finally put down the burden.
after tormenting myself for so long, i finally realised that i have stopped crying when i look at our pictures. i can put away his gifts to me without shedding a tear.
so this is what freedom feels like. :)

ok i am very hungry so i shall go eat lunch.
XD

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