回到過去2

went for yanzi's autograph session yesterday.
just 5 of us from the pioneer batch of yzultd was there.
me, nich, ccc, doug and craz.
what happened to the days when i went with a whole gang of them?
what happened to the days when we were still committee members, fussing over admin matters but having fun in the process?
those days seem distant. but i remember them so so clearly.

i remember the first time i met them all. at yanzi's concert.
i remember us meeting every single day during the sch holidays.
i remember us wanting to go out together although we didn't have a single cent on us.
i remember us teasing daniel about having to poop after every meal.
i remember us walking about aimlessly from bugis to suntec to marina square to esplanade.
i remember us singing yanzi's songs from TM to ferli's hse.
i remember us crying at j8 after we decided to step down as committee.
i remember us ton-ing at sun plaza for her autograph session.
i remember our committee meetings which were quite pointless since we ended up talking nonsense.
i remember all the birthday celebrations. (1st one we celebrated was nich's)
i remember ws's jokes about his too-quiet-neighbourhood.
i remember p4 laughing at ws for eating so slowly.
i remember p4's "燕姿﹐唱回到過去﹗"
i remember js's "燕姿﹐我愛你﹗"
i remember js having to chiong thru the mrt faregates bcos he had no money to take the train.
i remember falling in love for the 1st time in my life, with ws.
我記得。 我都記得。
as hard as i tried to hold on to all of these, it became clear that i was losing them.
it all started falling apart.

and all i have now are memories.
memories that i replay over and over again, in the hope that i never forget them.

想回到過去﹐試著讓故事繼續。。。

Labels: a-day-in-our-life, Idol Fever, penny-for-my-thoughts